Raymond
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This is the first of my last days. I built it up; now I take it apart;
Climbed up real high; now fall down real far.
No need for me to stay; the last thing left, I just threw it away.
I put my faith in God and my trust in you;
Now, there's nothing more fucked-up I could do.
I'm the one without a soul; I'm the one with this big fucking hole.
No new tale to tell--Twenty-six years on my way to Hell.
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck.
Don't think you're having all the fun; you know me: I hate everyone.
Wish there was something real; wish there was something true.
Wish there was something real in this world full of you.
I want to, but I can't turn back...But I want to.